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Dearest Alex,
I met you at camp, and you had no clue I existed. You got put in a group with me, and I instantly had a crush. Your smile is nice, you're tall, and I love your hair. I love your sense of humor and the way you kid and say "fail." I spilled Coke: "fail." I giggle, my cheeks burning red.
Unfortunately, I'll never see you again at camp or in real life. You're one year older, so you're going somewhere else. Bye, Crush!
~PandaLover!, 11
Ty,
I just want you to know that I love you very much. You are my day and night! You put a smile on my face when you kiss me and make me float when you hug me. I know what I'm feeling is love, and I want you to be with me forever! You are my future and my past. I don't know what I would do if I lost you, so stay with me forever into the next life!
Love,
Your girl Jessica :)
Jessica, 15
Is there really a list
The one that everyone is talking about?
I bet my life there is.
You ask a girl out, and a week later she is gone
If a girl rejects you,
You still have your second choice.
I wonder if I am on that list,
If you would ask me out
And if I were, I would say...
"Baby, I would have
But how long will I stay?
Will you use me just to make girls jealous
Or just to make a reputation of...
Being a jerk
Who doesn't respect girls?
Is this a dumb bet
That you and your homies made
Where you have to date so many girls
Even the ones that you don't like?"
So tell me: is there a list,
And am I on it?
YOU KNOW WHO, 11
Ben,
Please,
You have no idea how much I like you
But I'm too scared to say the magic letters
That spell
L-O-V-E
Thinking about you makes my chest hurt
I can't stand it
I'm going to tell you this Friday
I wonder what the outcome will be?
Skyler Ann, 14
Hey Robert,
I know you don't like me, but I have fallen hard for you. I wish you would give me a chance. :( I believe you could be my everything, and I can be yours.
Lidia, 17
Dwayne,
I really wish that you could smile even though you are tired. I hope that someday we can talk whether at the bus stop or at lunch. I wish I had the confidence to talk to you. I wish I had courage to hug you when you are feeling down. I want to tell you that I love you for who you are, and you are the greatest person that I've ever liked.
Kit Kat, 13
One day in 6th grade I liked this boy. His name is Jose. I still like him. Jose is very cute and funny.
In 7th grade, my friend told em that my other friend likes him, too. She said that my friend likes both of my crushes. At that time, I felt mad and jealous.
I still like him to this day, and I think he likes me, too. I dream about him. The things that describe him are that he is sweet, kind, and the love of my love.
Lovely, 14
Every time you come near me, my heart trembles as if it's scared to love you. I know quite a few people who love you, but I can't recall you loving someone. I want to love you, and I want you to love me the same way or even more.
I love you.
Love always,
Mystery Girl
Mystery Girl..., 12
Dear Alex,
When I get to school and see you standing with your friends, my heart explodes and I hope you'll pick up the pieces. With your perfect smile and your sparkling eyes, it's almost like you dropped down from Heaven right in front of me.
I love you and always will until the day I die. I hope you will look at me one day and think: "I love her." There is nothing more in the world I would want more than for you to love me as I do you. I love you.
Lauren, 12
Dear Jake,
Things for us have not started out as I planned. We were friends (best friends), but you betrayed me. You went off with your other friends like you do and left me behind like I was invisible.
All I want to say is I love you. You are the shining star in my life. You make me get up in the morning and say, "Today's going to be a great day." I come to school to see you. If you weren't there, there would be no point in getting up.
My only dream that I have been dreaming since I met you is for you to love me back. I love you more than you can imagine.
Lauren, 12
Dear Jake,
Things for us have not started out as I planned. We were friends (best friends), but you betrayed me. You went off with your other friends like you do and left me behind like I was invisible.
All I want to say is I love you. You are the shining star in my life. You make me get up in the morning and say, "Today's going to be a great day." I come to school to see you. If you weren't there, there would be no point in getting up.
My only dream that I have been dreaming since I met you is for you to love me back. I love you more than you can imagine.
Lauren, 12
Your smile is what gets me up every day
Your laugh is what makes me want to be with you
The way you talk and the way you walk make my heart bend so much it wants to break
Then it did, because I know I never can be with you.
I love you,
Vanessa, 14
You're the best thing that ever happened to me, and you're the best thing that ever will happen to me. Even if I win a billion dollars, it wouldn't compare to just sitting with you on a Saturday night watching a movie.
I can tell you everything. I don't feel like we are two different people. It feels like we are one, alike. We are alike yet vastly different. My life means nothing compared to yours.
If my mom, my dad, my brothers, and my sister, my aunts, my uncles, and my grandparents all died... being with you, I could still get lost in the fun. A day at the carnival. I could still be happy. With you, I feel free. I feel like I don't have to be anything else, anyone else, but me.
You're always there for me. Your smile could light up a room. Your face is like a warm summer day with a breeze at the pool. Being with you is the best feeling in the world. Your eyes are like a deep pool of blue that you could fall into and just float.
Vanessa, 14
Dear You,
I have liked you since I was in 4th grade and you were in 5th grade. I loved you so much then that my friends told you. I was so embarrassed. You never said anything back until now. I lied and said I didn't like you anymore, but I still really do. I'm in 7th grade and you're in 8th. You said you didn't like me, and I'm OK with that, because when you love someone, you set them free. And if you come back, we were meant to be.
Love always and forever,
A****a, 13
You started out a friend
A comforting smile to turn to
Then high school came.
You're older, a senior
Me, a measly freshman
And ALL the girls want you.
Smart, charming, funny, sweet.
Why must you make it so hard?
My friends seem to be in love with you
But they don't talk to you; not the way I do.
Is it jealousy? Is it rage?
Or do I want to be loved?
You look me in the eyes when we talk
And gave me a hug on my birthday
No other freshman got one.
Of course I noticed.
You announced your favoritism for me on the bus!
But you're 3 years older, and I gotta face the truth:
There's no point in liking you.
Unrequited love is a slap to the heart
And I don't know what to do
So confused.
You haven't dated anyone
In the months we've met
Your friend said you haven't been the same
And he doesn't know
That I shudder when I see your eyes,
The inner light brown, edged by green and blue
And smile when I think of your hair,
Chestnut curls upon your head.
And do you feel the same?
Or am I just the kiddo you called me in the hallway,
Your pal? But you also held my hand that day.
Why is it so hard to decide?
To move on or tell you?
Time will tell, I hope.
At least friends always?
I Hope. cat<3
Cat, 14
The foundation of my life, the heartbeat of my heart, you are the one with whom I am madly in love. You are my inspiration. You are my destiny.
Yes, you, Mom. You are my everything. I will surely die if I have to live without you. The moment I am with you, I feel very safe. I forget everything when I sleep in your lap.
I love you more than anything, Mom. Do not leave me. I cannot imagine life without you.
With love,
Garima, 16
How could you die for me? Why would you die just for my love? I am worth nothing, and yet I am your girl. You are the light of my life. You are there for me when I am down, and you encourage me to do what I never thought I could.
I may have never seen your face, but I have felt your presence. I do not need a physical appearance, because I know I will have the wedding of the century with you, and I'll have an eternity to live with my perfect guy.
I have faith in you.
Your Girl,
ME (and anyone who believes), 16
Dear Roberto,
I know that things are slow right now because of all the talk going around and because of our age difference. I miss you. I miss our relationship. We were doing so well. You filled the hole in my heart. You killed all bad spirits away from me. You and me. Me and you. We need to be together. Eventually. When the age difference subsides and we can be together... out of secret. I love you, Roberto. Roberto y Charlotte, Charlotte y Roberto.
Charlotte, 14
Dear Jake : ),
I may have only known you for one week, but you are amazingly awesome! I love your hair and your laugh and the funny faces you make at lunch whenever we are all talking about something ridiculous.
You may be the new kid at school, but I think you're really cool. We have four classes together and ride the same bus. I keep laughing, thinking about the picture of your dog you showed me today. It was pretty great : ). I love looking up from doing homework and catching your eye. When you smile at me, it makes my day.
I want to get to know more about you and to hang out with you. You live right up the road from me in my family's old house! I think you're pretty adorable in your cute geeky skaterboy kind of way. I think I'm falling for your smile. And you, of course! You make me smile all the time, and I can never find the right words to say to you. You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe. You make me smile!
: ) : ) : ) : ) : ) : ) : ) : ) : ) : )
Hopefully your soon-to-be-more-than-a-friend,
Jojo : ), 15
Dear H.E.H.
I'm sorry for everything I've done. I just want you so badly, and all I do with my life now is think about you and everything we use to do. It feels almost like a dream, everything we did, because it's like we don't even know each other anymore. I wish you could see me now, because I feel I've changed. Just... whenever you think about me, please give me a call, because I need you in my life just as much as you needed me in yours.
Love, your ex,
R.L.F., 18
Ben,
It's me again.
I was ogin got tell you Friday, tell you that I liked you for over a year, and if you wanted to hang out sometime...
But you didn't go, though you said you would
Now Lulu likes Casey and he's flirting with me
You think that's what I want,
But it's not.
I want you.
Sweet dreams
Good night
Skyler Ann, 14
To my dear and loving crushes who never crushed me:
I forgive you for skipping out on one perfect girl. You didn't look past the body shape or the face and into the most important aspect of them all. You just skidded over the fact that I adored you and left me longing. But I forgive you.
I forgive you for embarrassing me, ignoring me, or just plain leading me on. I thank you. You helped me grow as a person and as a woman. Thank you.
You taught me to choose wisely when looking for a crush.
You are out of sight and out of mind now, but my heart still feels that passion and giddy sense of happiness and adrenaline you gave me every time you looked in my direction. :D
I hope we may never met again, because I may fall for you. Teehee.
Thank you.
Jaza, 16
Dear Charlie,
My heart aches so bad! When you kissed Amy, I felt like I was going to die. I really like you, but I don't know how to tell you.
xxx
Anonymous, 13
CutieBooty,
I love you so much. More than flowers. More than dolphins. I'll admit that my writing isn't that advanced, but that doesn't change how I feel about you. Obama.
Trace-face
Traci, 14
What did you mean at the hoedown when you said I was a wimp? Was it because you didn't think I had high-fived you hard enough during that weird song? Or was it something else? Like that I can barely talk to you? That I never question you about all the retarded stuff in your life? Or is it something else that I'm too dumb to seek? Please tell me. That's al I ask. I'm making a big deal over three little words that could possibly mean nothing whatsoever. Bust still I wonder...
From,
The girl you called a wimp
YOU KNOW WHO...Miko, 11
Michael Jackson, you're the best singer in the world. I love you so very much. I will never forget you in my life. You are my inspiration. I'm so very sad you died. You are also my role model. I hope you see me as your friend and your fan.
Cutie Pie, 10
Dwayne,
Even though you haven't seen me, I admire you. You always look tired or depressed, but since that day I saw you last year 2nd semester, I knew that you were my true Prince Charming. I heard from my friend Colton M. that you were given a hard time by your mother or stepmother (I'm not sure). But I love you and will always wait for you to come to me.
Kit Kat, 13
Dear Jacob,
Not sure how you would react to this if I sent it. I probably won't, seeing as I've kept this for three years and will probably keep it until senior year.
You'll remember first talking to me in 6th grade. I began to notice you because one of my 7th grade friends pointed you out as the only attractive 6th grader on the team. Quickly after, I noticed that she was right. I asked you to dance that year and remember you laughing. I decided to get over you when my best friend told me she liked you. Things did not go as planned.
It wasn't a prominent attraction. I didn't want to date you because I hated everything about you. Sound confusing? It should. It's difficult for me to think of what I see in you. I'm not even sure most days. But then you smile and I remember.
I had two boyfriends between 6th and 8th grade. These were the lowest points of that attraction, though the attraction was clearly still there. You made fun of me about both of those boyfriends, which I secretly enjoyed. I've always secretly enjoyed our fights and quarrels, simply because it was a way for me to talk to you. I'd look forward to sitting next to you in math class and whacking you in the back of the head with your composition book.
The only reason that we ever started fighting was because of my attraction to you. I have a tendency to pick fights under such circumstances as liking someone. Pick fights, tease, anything. Remember the "I CAYUNT!" incident? Didn't you notice that I cried, feeling horrible? I try not to ever cry in front of people; I hate looking weak. I cried anyway. I felt horrible because I care about you, a lot, and thinking that I'd hurt you that bad terrified me.
Your eyes. They are brown. There's so much more I could say about your eyes. I've written poems and dreamed about your eyes. When you smile, they practically melt with the consistency of milk chocolate. When you smile at me like that, I find myself unable to speak or function.
As you learned in math class working with Ben H on the project, I have kissed Corey in the past. Did you know, however, that I consider my first kiss-like experience to have happened within a dream? You and I sit on a stone ledge in some weird building where Jason G has almost died. I express my fear of falling off the ledge. You place your hand over mine, smile, and kiss me. Then, somehow, in the middle of it we are deposited into a crowded cornfield. I know, weird. But it was just like in real life, as I would learn later.
There's not much more I can say. I know a lot about you. It's accumulated through knowing you and being interested for so long, not in 5 minutes like Rachel. Still. I think about this year in High School and how I do not want to date. One of the reasons, I realized yesterday, was that I could never be in a relationship if I still felt this way about you. I'd still be thinking about that dream every time I saw you, reliving instances where we accidentally touched or when I hugged you on the last day of school. You were disgusted. I was hyper.
The bottom line is: I have liked you for a long time. I still like you quite a bit. I know you hate me, so I'll keep this up for as long as I need to or until I know I probably won't see you again.
Love, Kylie.
Cat Girl, 15
Edward,
We were once together, our love so strong and bright. But then we fell apart. You moved on, and I moved on--at least on the outside. You don't know how much I love you. And I wish you loved me too. We used to hold each other close and tell each other we loved the other. What happened? I would give anything to be with you and have you love me again. I would give anything to have US be together, again.
Love You Forever,
Scarlet Lilith, 12
Dear Jared,
I don't know if you know, but I have loved you since 3rd grade. Now we are in 5th grade, and I still do. I hope you love me, too.
From,
Mandy
Mig,
I met you at homecoming. We danced all night long. I loved the way you held me, the way you swung your hips around. All you wanted to do was dance, and I felt the same way. I felt as if there was nobody else in the room with us. And during the slow dance my friend saw us.
She smiled and knew that I was happier than I had been in months. You see, Thomas, the guy I was texting, broke my heart. And it had just healed. I could finally talk to him without getting butterflies in my stomach. He played me and broke my heart.
And then I saw you, with your brown hair and eyes. I didn't know that you would dance with me. I didn't know you would be friends with Imari. I didn't know that you were so perfect. And at the end, when we said good night. Your rib-breaking embrace filled me with joy.
All that night I had wanted to kiss you, to let you know that I did like you. I was just shocked in the way you kissed me. It wasn't quite what I was expecting. And then when you pulled away, and you thought I was finished. I never wanted to let you go. So I held on and pulled your head back to my lips. I could tell you were shocked. You probably weren't used to girls kissing you like that. And let me tell you: I've never kissed a guy like that before, so it was new for me too.
Later that night when I texted you and thanked you, you thought that Imari and I had set you up. Imari was appalled that I was dancing with you. I would never do that to you. Please give me a chance. I know you're stressed right now, and I am, too. I really, really like you. I'm still upset that you don't believe me, but you should. I really do like you, and I really will do just about anything for you.
Love,
Lindsay
Lindsay, 15
To You:
I'm only 13 and I shouldn't feel like this, but it's true. Every day I go to school, I can't get you out of my head. I watch you with all the other girls, but everyone said we were perfect, that I was the most popular, and so were you.
The day you got my hopes up, I hated you for that. I don't even know if I love you. I love the boy who you used to be, not who you are now: making out with all the other girls. You're a d***head. I hate you. I love you.
Vina., 13
You are beautiful, no matter what people say. Please remember that during the rest of your journey. I want you to know that I never lost faith in you, even when you lost the election. I still believe that it was plain luck and chance that made your opponent win the candidacy. You are the most strong, beautiful, successful person I know, and you are my role model. I love you... forever. No matter what people say about you.
Love is always.
Kaytrina -- I <3 NY! --, 15
Your eyes shone like the stars in the sky. Your smile was very enchanting. You are my prince, the one I love. Time will pass and we will grow. We may go our own ways, but once loved, it can not end. I love you now and forever. If I stop loving you, then I no longer breathe. My love can never stop. It can only change and grow.
Pink Roses, 16
Dear Frankie,
The first time I met you, I thought you were just an ordinary boy, but the more I hang out with you, the more I get to know you. Now I know that you're a funny, sweet guy, and I regret not telling you this before. I know you've moved on, and I understand, but remember: you will always be my biggest crush, and I will never forget you. I hope you come to our special vacation place next summer.
A friend of yours,
B
MYSTERY G!RL <3, 10
Dear Jeremiah,
I waited until it was too late to tell you how I felt. Now we have moved on to high school and may never see each other again. We had an unrequited love, and I knew it because I saw the way you looked at me. Even though we probably will never be, I had to get this off my chest. I had so many signs that told me to talk to you. I heard your name in everything! I thought I was loosing my mind. But knowing you're OK will have to be enough for me now, Mr. Pretty Eyes.
unrequitedloved, 14
Hey
It's me
I'm either in love or seriously in like
I dream about you, fantasize about you
I write poems and songs and letters
But I never tell you
If you react badly, it would break my heart
And I can't take that risk
My heart beats faster when I'm near you
My chest hurts when I think about the pain I feel
When you look at Rachel
That look in your eyes-
It's either love or seriously in like, just like me
She has to admit to me that she doesn't like you, but that she likes to flirt.
You know I like you.
So confusing! A blur of color. I can't control my emotions.
Skyler Ann, 14
